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Villain Days (悪役 Days) Ch 21: High School – Fourth Part

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EARLY CHAPTER!!

Just as a thanks for all you guys ^^

I just wana say, TERUKI. WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO YOURSELF!!11!

I’d love to hear you guys’ comments about this…turn of events ;_;

Until next time!

P.S what are your favorite BL novels? I’m looking for some recs ^^


Chapter 21:

High School – Fourth Part

In the end, I couldn’t attend the April training camp.

That’s because after collapsing from a headache, I decided to head home early in the morning.

However, deep within my heart I’m a bit relieved.

I find it hard to be in the same space as Suzaku. I also don’t know how to face Teruki and Mizuki. After what happened, I don’t have the confidence to speak with them normally anymore.

The next day, I’m also absent from school.

Although the school staff is concerned, after I answer their email I just sink deep into my sofa.

Tomorrow…I’d have to go to school, don’t I?

For some reason, I just don’t have the courage. Even Hiroto said that if I faint from a terrible headache, I shouldn’t attend class.

“…Ahh. I can’t stop thinking about it.”

Maybe I should eat something. Just as a change of pace. I mean, you can’t fight a war with an empty stomach. If it’s cup ramen, even I can make it.

As I’m boiling water for the ramen, my intercom suddenly sounds.

When I go look at the screen, my eyes pick up the image of an anxious looking Teruki. As soon as the second bell rings, I rush down to meet him.

Yuu: “I’m sorry for making you wait.”

Teruki: “Oh, um. I’m sorry, but are you free right now? Are feeling alright?”

I lead Teruki into my house and pour him some coffee from the boiled water.

As we sit on my living room sofa, sipping a cup of Joe each, I notice that Teruki is staring at me.

Because of this, I attempt to strike up a conversation to cover up the awkwardness. And I’m running my mouth off like a faucet, saying whatever comes to mind like a fool. I don’t know for how long I’ve been talking to myself. Eventually, I run out of things to say. I’m not even sure how long we both sit there saying nothing. In the end, Teruki breaks the silence.

Teruki: “How are you feeling? When I was in the Training Camp, I heard you fainted from a headache.”

Yuu: “Well, I guess I’m…fine now.”

Since I’m absent from school today, what should I do tomorrow?

I’m struggling to divert my gaze from Teruki’s. And he just keeps talking, almost as if not caring whether I’m listening or not.

Teruki: “There wasn’t any trouble at camp. I took care of the group activities. Mizuki was in the same group as Seiryuu-senpai, so as you can imagine that group was quite spirited.”

Yuu: “I see. So Mizuki also had it hard.”

What the. Our eyes meet for a moment, and suddenly I feel self conscious. I guess it must be the holiday atmosphere.

Teruki blushes, and something in my heart flutters.

Teruki: “Also, there’s something about Suzaku.”

Yuu: “…”

I clutch my hands into fists.

What the.

I want to hear it, but at the same time I also don’t want to.
Just thinking about Teruki and Suzaku-kun together makes me feel all out of sorts.

But, Teruki has a world that he belongs in. Besides me and Mizuki, he has other classmates, and he has other friends. That much is obvious.

So why is Suzaku-kun the only one I’m so hurt by?

Is it because of the weird attitude he gave me?

I’ve been bullied by my classmates in the past, but it had never pained me so much.

Or, is it because I’m the Villain?

Tears start to fall as I’m struggling with my thoughts. I quickly try to hide my crying face.

Yuu: “How about another drink? I’ll go get some right now.”

I try to get up but before I know it, I’m wrapped in Teruki’s arms.

Teruki is hugging me.

My ears pick up the beat of his heart. It’s thumping really fast.

Yuu: “Teruki? Um, what is it?”

His next words are whispered into my ear.

Teruki: “…what’s with you.”

Yuu: “Teruki…?”

His voice is so low. Huh? What? Are you angry? Did I do something wrong? Does he dislike me now?

Yuu: “I’m sorry! I must have done something wrong. Um, I  know I’m always relying on you Teruki. And I’m sorry about that. From now on, I’ll depend on myself. I’ll try my best not to bother you…”

I’m not able to finish my words. Because, Teruki kisses me.

Yuu: “….mpf….nn…”

He kisses me again, this time nibbling at my lips, and hugs me tightly.

Teruki: “What are you? A bother? If you put it that way, then yeah. I want to get closer to you. I want to stay by your side forever even as a friend! I want to be your unwavering support! I’ll never give up on you! ….That’s why, don’t give up on me so easily!”

I’m stunned.

Teruki’s crying.

His tears are beautiful. Without realizing it, I lean forward and lick them. This draws out a look of surprise from his face.

So as to not let our gazes break, I hold his cheeks in my hands.

Teruki: “Hey…Yuu.”

Yuu: “…?”

Teruki: “Do you want me?”

Yuu: “….?”

Teruki: “If you want me to want you, I will. But in return, I’ll be your friend for the rest of my life. I’ll never leave your side. So, what will it be?”

There’s a warmth overflowing my body as I stare into his eyes.

Yuu: “Yes, I want you. I want Teruki.”

And he laughs, smile as bright as the sun.

Teruki: “Okay. I’ll do it for you. For the rest of my life, I’ll be your friend…and I won’t kiss you anymore. This will be the last one. So, we’ll be friends, yeah? Please don’t forget this. Don’t forget that you can always depend on me.”

And he kisses me, greedily, intensely, desperately. As if accepting his fate.

 


 

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61 thoughts on “Villain Days (悪役 Days) Ch 21: High School – Fourth Part

  1. what was that?!
    How can he be contented to be just a friend?!
    I somehow feel bad for him, it looks like he’s suppressing his feelings so that Yuu wont be confuse since there’s so many suitors.
    T^T Teruki WWWHHYYY……

    thanks for the chapter, that was rather another unexpected turn of events though 😀

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  2. Oo-kay.. Do friends make out like them? And why be just friend if you really love him? Does he afraid of breaking up if they become lovers? I completely don’t understand..
    What kind of BL novel? Like Japanese Yaoi or LGBT novel? I have lots of both, since I love reading so much,,

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      1. For wn, I think you’d like The Legendary Master’s Wife (cn), True Star (cn) like everyone already recommended, they’re really good and if I’m not wrong, both already completed, but a bit slow on update, Immoral Holiday (cn) looks promising but very2 slow on update you can find manhua version at mangago.com, also slow update. Dare ga Otome Geemu Dato Itta! (jp) only 18 chap, but the newest translation is up to ch 9, President Wife is a Man (JP), Kill the Lights (kr) also a bit slow on update.
        For JP LN I really like S(esu) series (4 vol) by Aida Saki, Eat or be Eaten by Fuyuno Jinko, Secret Moon by Gou Siira, Passion – Forbidden Lovers by Gotoh Shinobu (also have manga ver), Only the Ring Finger Knows by Kannagi Satoru (5 vol, manga only up to vol 1), Desire ~ Dangerous Feelings by Kazumi Maki (have manga ver), Nemuru Usagi by Konohara Narise, The Lonely Egoist by Masaki Hikaru, Immoral Darkness by Matsuda Miyu, Selfish Demon King by Wakatsuki Kyoko
        You never read western BL, really? They’re really good tho, I can recommend some.. Recently I’m enamored with Megan Derr, almost everything she write is awesome, particularly Dance with the Devil series 😍, and then Mell Eight Supernatural Consultant series, any stories by MomsDarkSecret is worth reading, then N.R. Walker Cronin’s Key series, Alana Ankh Elemental Loves series, Amelita Rae almost always have tall, dark, handsome seme and small, slender, blonde uke, if you like slice of life I’d recommend any novel by Andrew Grey, Kate Sherwood, Sean Michael.
        My first Eastern novel is werewolf themed by Stormy Glenn, recommended by fellow fujoushi at a forum.
        Gosh, so long already, I literally have thousands epub & pdf. I can share them with you if you want, maybe give you link for my mega storage? I don’t know how tho..

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      2. you are very welcome ^^

        my to go forum for western novel is yaoiotaku, but you have to be a member to see the member only thread and download their shared novel.

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  3. I saw the update on NU, came here, saw the translator’s introduction and I’m like: “There’s no way Teruki would do something terrible for himself.”
    So I read the chapter, saw the part where Teruki said he’s be his FRIEND forever and I’m just like: “WHY!? AS LONG AS THERE’S NO APPARENT WINNER, YOU STILL HAVE A CHANCE! DON’T ASSUME FOR THE WORST, YET!” while hitting my knee.
    As my tears threaten to fall down from the corner of my eyes(literally). And I’m reading this at 5 AM. Good thing nobody woke up.

    Ah, Teruki, poor Teruki. Y u do dis to urself? I came here to enjoy the yaoi and I got the feels instead. Pambihira.

    Thanks for the chapter~

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  4. Effing no ….. Yuu , you really have a bid choice in lovers. Teruki is so nice and loving and you want him to be only a friend. And yet you are more attracted to that monopolizing boy hiroto ! Why? Are you a masochist ? I’m sure that you are . Teruki ! Have some courage! Why didn’t you pursue him more ? ” Sigh” we have another masochist here. This whole novel is full of masochist and sadists!!
    Anyway thanks for the fast translation !!! (●^o^●)

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    1. As for bl novel , i am currently rereading the legendary master’s wife . I would also recommend the founder of diabolism ,The Path of the Cannon Fodder’s Counterattack , true star ,Transmigrating into a Mob Character to Rehabilitate the Villain Plan, reincarnation of a superstar , the unicorn legion . (Well thats a lot ) i would recommend a lot more but I don’t remember the names currently .just a warning though that the updates are not fast for the translations sadly. If you know Chinese then good for you as majority of them are Chinese . Only you are so diligent in updating regularly ( thank you)

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  5. this is why straight out harem is the only option!!! how can one live happily when there’s a character you like lots who’s suffering like this… ahhhh teruki…
    thanks for the update<3

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  6. Gah!!! The pain! The paiinnnnnn!!! 😢😢😢😢 This is so painful :((( your words are so on point. Why in the name of beautiful unicorns are you doing this to yourself Teruki?!

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  7. WHY?! Teruki WHYYYY??!!
    sigh~ dammit are you a martyr(read:masochist); you know you’ll never be able to see him as ‘just friends,’
    why you do this to yourself
    ahh~ well there are still other ships but i’m not willing to abandon this just yet (but if he really gives up here, i might go with genbu-love/hate him)

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  8. In all honesty, Teruki is probably the best character in the series right now. Not only did he make an incredibly difficult choice, I believe it was also the right decision.

    Yuu is like a child. Physically, he might be 16 or something but mentally, he’s still stuck at the time where he needs a lot of care, say 4-8. It might have been 2-3 years since the incident but it changed his entire personality. Not only did Teruki know Yuu’s previous self but his goal had always been to be Yuu’s friend and support.

    Yuu has not only been taken advantage of by Hiroto and Kenshin but he’s also been neglected. His father is constantly aboard, meaning he’s alone in a big empty house. Hiroto and Kenshin are always busy with student council work or kendo practice and have a history of ignoring Yuu’s difficulties (the bullying, the rumors, the doubt). These are also the three who most predominantly profess their love for him but are never there when Yuu actually needs them. His father hasn’t been mentioned since Yuu had the plan to move to another continent or whatever and Hiroto and Kenshin only ever show up AFTER everything’s gone down. And even after that, they basically disappear unless called upon.

    Mizuki is now a part of a different camp and Kenshin is clearly running him into the ground, meaning one of Yuu’s best friends is now gone. Yuu is also stuck in the same group as Suzaku, who is a constant reminder of the future events that make up a major part of his memories. It was the first thing he remembered and is now an imprint in his mind. Genbu is a newcomer so he’s already sidelined for the time being.

    What Yuu needs right now is a steady presence who won’t confuse him and will keep him afloat in trying times. Teruki, by making this choice, has become that support pillar. Even if everyone were to turn their back on Yuu and side with Suzaku, as long as Teruki doesn’t, Yuu will be okay. Like this, Teruki’s existence has become more important and essential to Yuu than every character that has been introduced.

    I respect you Teruki.

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  9. ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,Mmm… mmmm.mmmmm.mmmmmmmmmmm…mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!
    I… I…. I……….
    Okay, first, Teruki, god freaking damnit.
    Gosh darn it. You can’t just say “I’ll be your friend forever” and kiss as passionately as that.
    But. But but but.
    I highly applaud you. God damn it.
    And what do you mean Yuu.
    What on Earth do you mean!! “i want you”
    I want you how?!?!?!?!
    Teruki over here professing his love, and how no matter what, he wants to stay by you.
    But, holy hell. All we get is. “i want you’?? Goddamn it!!!
    I think Teruki might be misunderstanding how Yuu is seeing him, when he says I want you.
    I think Yuu probably most likely wants Teruki.
    In the love way.
    I… I … was actually hoping to see them being an item as I was reading this chapter.
    And though I am disapointed. I ugh really like it.
    And Yuu.
    Where on earth is your common sense.
    You just.
    Don’t lick tears.
    Off of someones face like that.
    Like. Wow.
    You just don’t do that.

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    1. Yeahh, it was a bit confusing but I think in the end, Yuu said “I want you” as in he wants Teruki to stay by his side as a friend. Since Teruki basically said “If you want me to be by your side, then I’ll be your friend forever.” Literally friend-zoning himself LOL!!

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  10. WHATTT ??? TERUKI WHYYY ?? i must be dreaming right now or read the wrong chapter. no, impossible. i want to run away from reality after reading this chapter.

    As for BL novel, idk much if it’s japanese, but if it’s chinese, i rly recs ‘Cold Sands’, the plot is rly good, moreover if you like ancient chinese or historical, bc even tho they are not a real historical figure i feel like they truly existed, im crying for days bc of it! plus can’t even read other BL novel for weeks bc how it gave me so much feels. It’s already translated into english by a group & finished!

    And if you like harem type, try ‘True Star’, you probably will rly like the mc, bc how refreshing he is ! Tang Feng (the mc) is soooo diff from other type of uke, he’s rly mature, not clinging, and not even give a f*ck to any of the love interests, but that what makes those dangerous seme(s) chase after him nonstop & make them go crazy over him xD it’s either focus on Tang Feng’s acting and smth like mafia bc of most of the seme(s) background. it has 4 vol, and finished, but if you can’t read chinese, the eng group who translate it still on vol 2, so you need to wait if you want more.

    Then ‘Kill the Lights’, it’s korean BL novel! th e plot is good, and the translation group only need to translate few extras of it before it finished! This is also has a refreshing uke, mostly bc the uke who’s straight as arrow transmigrate into a certain lewd trash uke body xDD

    Also, ‘Reincarnation of a Superstar’ it has similarity with True Star, but, i have to say that i like ‘Reincarnation of a Superstar’ more, mostly bc i can relate more to the mc, bc he isn’t as perfect as Tang Feng (yeah, personally ‘True Star’ Tang Feng is too perfect, so), and ‘Reincarnation of a Superstar’ is mostly about the mc who’s struggling of smth he can’t get on his prev life even though he’s so talented and much more focus on acting. Plus, the romance is slow, so don’t expect you’ll see it so easy xD

    ‘The legendary Master’s wife’ is good too xDD once you read it you won’t be able to stop! although you won’t see the hot scene so easy.

    whoaa i can’t believe i typed too much! OH, and thanks for the chapter ❤

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    1. Thanks for the recs! I’ll definitely check out Reincarnation of a Superstar ^^
      I’ve read True Star before, but the MC was just too perfect…didn’t sit well with me for some reason.
      I think I started Legendary Wife a long time ago, but it just suddenly stopped updating or something o_o

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      1. Nope, Legendary Master’s Wife is updated maybe every 3 weeks or so. Newest chapter just updated yesterday it’s ch 183.

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  11. I know how you feel Teruki, perhaps this is the best decision for you to always be with Yuu, even you try to hard to hold your true feeling toward Yuu, but I know, i know how you feel ugh.. really, please protect Yuu, Teruki, 😭 even you cant be his love or what, but your support and presence when Yuu need you, is really important for Yuu,

    Thanks forr fast updateee translator sama, you make my day so sweet today, 😭

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  12. I have to agree to what almost everyone here say. I like Teruki, a lot. Steady, calm, caring, and gentle. Though it did rip my heart when he said he will stayed as friend. I know its good. Its just I need those harem honestly. This is such an impure feelings of mine so O need to accept ot anyhow. Its sad that he only just noticed his feelings and he has gone to bury it.

    You need to read Transmigrating into a Mob Character to Rehabilitate the Villain Plan>< since actually I have only read a few after my first reading this story and fell in love with it. Also Otoko Darake no Isekai Trip ^^ Thank you for the chapter♡♡

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  13. Did he just friendzoned himself?….. ._.

    Thanks for the chapter~

    Favorite BL novel?? Hm, now i have many list in my notes fufu /creepylaugh.
    ‘kill the lights’, ‘Transmigrating into a Mob Character to Rehabilitate the Villain Plan’, ‘The Founder of Diabolism’, ‘The Scum Villain’s Self-Saving System’, ‘Hako no Naka’

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  14. Why Teruki friendzone himself? *tilts head* though I see a lot of fucking by accident in the future…. XD

    Kill the Lights was sooooooooooo good!!!!

    I’ll think of more. Dun worry. I am a fujoshi after all…. XD

    Thank you VERY MUCH for all your hard work!!!

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  15. I am crying here why why teruki he is sooo good
    I hope something happens between them
    Thanks for the hard work
    And you can check the legendary master’s wife
    The path of cannon fodder
    They are both great rather awesome
    You will get hooked to them
    But the latter one update really slow
    Ah there is also allot king and cold queen
    You can check them

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  16. I’m kind of like the creepy silent stalker, reading silently in the background and never leaving any comments but at the same time checking continuously on updates from you. I couldn’t not leave a word of appreciation after all the hard work you put in, updating so frequently. You’re spoiling us readers, not that I’m complaining. It’s just that there are too many novels where the updates are real slow. Any ways enough ranting.

    On to the story, I was rooting for teruki to enter the harem but I guess not.
    I kinda want our mc to end up with genbu, I like him but the two childhood friends of yuu? not that much.
    I also have a feeling that the ‘hero’ will become the villain.

    As for novel recs I don’t know if you have read any of them but these are some of my favourites:
    Rebirth of Chen an, the genre is harem like this(cn)
    Brother(cn), it’s incest,but if you’re into it then I’m sure you’ll enjoy it.
    Back to the Apocalypse
    My wangfei is a man, only a few chapters have been translated but it looks promising.
    That’s all I’ve got.
    Thanks again for your hard work.

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    1. Thank you for the reccs!
      I just understand how it feels waiting long for an update ^^
      It takes time, but it doesn’t take too much time, if you get what I mean. But since I’m using a machine to translate, the translations are bound to have mistakes.

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  17. Maybe Teruki is satisfied but I AM NOT .˚‧º·(ฅдฅ。)‧º·˚.
    I’ve always held a soft spot for refreshing boys like him and it pains me seeing this pure(?) baby give up his love wuu wuu
    Anw, thx for the chapter! I stumbled upon this and didn’t stop reading until the end hahaha it’s awesome how you managed to bring out the story’s emotion successfully with the help of machine translation btw! So don’t belittle your hard work dear! Good luck! ヾ(。>﹏<。)ノ゙✧*。

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  18. Harem. That the only way for this story to go. Or Like all those J-stories with alternate endings.

    Recs: the obvious Gakuen Heaven, Body Language (hot!)
    I tend to like HEAs and funny stories. Recently read a few completed stories not mentioned above,
    Mo Flower (made me read twice!)
    I Want To Enjoy A Country Life (incest)
    Counterfeit Bride

    I read a lot of western authors too. One plus is they’re completed and easy to find.. Some faves:
    Mary Calmes – Change of Heart (shape shifters) and A Matter of Time srs (contemporary).
    M. D. Grimm – Stones of Power srs. (Fantasy) MC is a semi-reformed villain/Mage x an elf-type (switch!)
    Amber Kell has several series, mostly fantasy. Mate Hunt & Hidden Magic are good.
    One of my all time favorite one shots is Perfect Imperfections by C. Cardeno about a sheltered, (straight?) rock star and an ex-accountant. (Hint: available from the library!)
    Got tons more if you need.

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